Rejected, shocking.

This will not be my official post of the day. But, I figured I'd write this because, well.. I'm just pretty pissed off. 

For about the last six months Greg & I's relationship has become increasingly less intimate. Yeah, I know.. no one wants to hear about this. But hey, this is my blog, lol. Consider yourself warned, feel free to stop reading now, because its only getting worse from here. 

When we first moved in together, I weighed about 30 lbs less than I do now. Things were okay, for about a week. After that, I noticed an abrupt change in the the affection I was getting from my husband. Over time, it just got worse. Now, we're never intimate more that twice a month. Only if I initiate it. He never does. He never tries. I used to try to initiate it a few times a week, but after a refection rate of about 90%, I stopped trying so much. I miss him, not just sexually, but intimately. I miss that connection. I miss feeling wanted, needed, loved. Now, a peck on the lips & occasionally holding hands in the grocery store is all I can get out of him. 

Obviously, I started to worry about him talking to other women, again. I think this is a normal reaction, considering the past. I don't know what is going on. Maybe it is the weight gain. *shrugs* All I know is that I feel like its driving a wedge of resentment between us.

Okay, enough of that stuff. :)