Monday, April 11, 2011

Catching up.

I've not written in a week?! 
Weird, things have been pretty hectic lately. I'm sure you know this if you've read my last posts. Greg's burn has finally healed almost completely, so its nice to not have to stay up late & get him bandaged up. This means I'll actually be able to get a little sleep. I did get sleep, and now I'm addicted to it, lol. I slept in today, and I must say- I feel SO much better.

Tomorrow-
I think I'm going to get some heavy duty cleaning done. And, hopefully, go for a jog with Kail in the morning. That would be nice, and good for both of us. If it's raining, maybe just a nice workout at our apartment complex gym (mucho convenient). Plus, I always feel a lot better after I have a nice jog or workout. Maybe it will get me out of the "funk" I've been in.

I've still been experiencing this overwhelming anxiety. Everything makes me nervous. Of course, I've still been trying to get Greg to see that he DOES yell too much. He must not realize it. It makes me a nervous wreck.. because I'm always expecting him to start yelling about something. Blah! I don't know what else to do to help with that. I've also been wanting to go to the gym more- but each time I've attempted it, someone's in there. It sounds silly I guess, but its such a small gym that its really awkward to be in there with someone you don't know. It doesn't help that I feel terrible about my body anyways. So, I'd rather just workout in private until I feel like I look better & can do more.

Uh oh- it's about time for dinner, so I'll be sure to write more later (hopefully).
<3

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